Maybe it's true,
I can't live without you..

I've got training tomorrow :/
then i've got tuition..
*breatheeees
Hopefully my knee is up for training tomorrow.
yep.

I'm not ready for a new year :C
Enough said i guess...
But for what it's worth,
thanks for being the best part of well this year at that.


And my wasted heart will love you
For as long as i can't breathe no more


Come let us adore him

Let's make a list of the seemingly harmless and useless things i've been up to today,

-Playing with John's 'Thomas and Friends' train set.
It's friggin fun!!
His present.
You don't wna know about MY presents.
At least not as pathetic as Rachael's
HOWEVERRR, it's nothing to be proud of either XD
BUT, I do thank all those who took the time and effort to actually get me a present.
so yeah (:
THANK YOU ALL!
-Watching episode after episode of Criminal Minds and Boston Legal.
Very good movies both of them.
Criminal Minds,
Shemar Moore is HAWT.
I dunno why
he just is.
And Boston Legal is awesome.
Enough said!
-Fighting with Annie... SHINGZ!
-Eating D;
Had turkey for dinner.
at least i THINK it's Turkey (?) O:
-Playing Virtual Villagers on Mich's NEW NOTEBOOK.........................SHINGZZZZ!
MICH is only Primary 4 next year okay.
I have every right to be angry.
Besides,
I can't really give anymore,

A tiring
Weird day..
I was watching Warehouse 13 just a few minutes ago.
They were talking about some 'Edgar Allen Poe'
According to Daddy,
he's some sort of American writer
and he's written horror stuff.
and some of which have been produced as movies as well.
He looks awfully scary if you ask me.
Go on, i know you wna search on his picture now XD
I dunno why, but
I'd like to read one of his works sometime.
Ya' know, just to scare myself or smth. XD

All of a sudden,
i feel quite empty.
I've been trying to be the person i know i don't wna be.
I don't ask to be.. bad,
or anything related to that??
But,
Have you ever thought of just starting your life anew?
all over again?
if only it were like a movie.
you could pause and rewind at anytime..
Well . . . . .
Enough enough.

......
I'm trying
to find myself
we all are.
And with the help of God,
He will shoulder my yoke
lead me through it all
never should i see the need to be afraid.

Ya' know,
ever since young i wanted to be a nun
seriously, no joke.
I remember following daddy to church each day.
You know i get that feeling i owe God something.
Yeah.
Then things changed.
And now i'm here.
I dunno what to do with my life.
See,
it's not a movie, i can't fast forward.
Poo.

But whatever
I'll go where the river leads me for now.


Ramblings too will come to an end,
so good bye for now.
Oh and,
Merry Christmas (:


HOHOHO :D
I'm in the mood to eat,
to my hearts' content XP
Hmm,
nature's calling :X

Holiday homework is the last thing on my mind now,
good then!

It's something about christmas.
Whether or not you have someone special to spend it with.
It's different, good different of course.
everything seems to change when it's near.
The wait is definitely worth-while.

Family's already getting ready for mass.
We're going for 6pm mass this evening.
Yepyep.
After which is eat eat eat
sleep
wake-up
wishes
PRESENTS!
$*&(@)#$@#

YAY-NESS!

You know what they say,
Every christmas is when love weighs WAY more than gold!
wait, who says that?!
whatevsss

Till tomorrow fellow inhabitants of said world.
Spread th love!
C:


Nothing Gold Can Stay
by Robert Frost

Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
Then Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day,
Nothing gold can stay.


A million and one lies


Oh poo.
I've got so much to do!
:///
Next week is already christmas week,
that makes it like less than 2 weeks for me to get all that i have to get done, done!
Awwww...
and what am i doing now?
Hmm

okay now,
went for penetential service on tuesday
oh and before that went out w/ C'girls to prepare for BBQ th next day.
Penetential Service was
great.
There's no other word.
Let's just say i experienced that same joy.

Oh and yesterday,
had training in the morning,
(my knee hurt even more that day :/ )
and bathed and went to Audrey's house again
and yeahhh
some of us got pretty angry for i dunnoe what reason but yeah
heh.
All is history now.
So doesn't matter (:
Went back to school for the BBQ and
wow,
I've learned some stuff.
-Being at the pit for a very long time can make you cry.
-Keandra is full of nonsense, leather pants C:
-Satay is good :D
-But too much of it makes you full and sad D:
Yep that's pretty much it.
No training on Friday and next Monday
and i still don't know if there's training on friday which just so happens to be on christmas day
which worries me deeply!
:(

We'll see, we'll see..

so why not give it a shot?